Living under the weight of shame is a weight that no one should ever have to live under. Unfortunately, we tend to stay stuck in that place year after year because shame causes us to hide. To break free from it, you have to come into the light. You have to take a risk and be honestly seen for who you are.
When you choose to be vulnerable and honest, you are choosing humility. God promises that He gives grace to the humble. This grace is the power to break free from all that shame. It is the path to freedom.
You can turn your heart toward the Lord today, and He will be right there ready to take you into His heart.
When you turn to Him and choose to stop doing the things that are separating you from Him, He will remove your shame and heal your heart.
You haven't gone too far that God can't redeem you. There's no place you can hide from His love. Even if you were to run to the ends of the earth, He would still be right there chasing you down to embrace you.
His love for you is so big, bigger than your mind could ever grasp. It's not too late for you. You haven't gone too far.
Instead of your shame you shall have double honor, and instead of confusion they shall rejoice in their portion. Therefore in their land they shall possess double: everlasting joy shall be theirs. Isaiah 61:7